>~~~~POEMS~~~~<

Someone To Be There

Someone to understand me, a special someone to walk with me through the darkness and guide me to the light. To hold my hand when times get tough. When I'm scared to comfort me. To help me when all the burdens of the world are on my shoulders. A person so strong and so powerful that can hold me and never want to let me go. To never let me down when I truly need them the most. A companion, a friend someone to just be there.....

If Love Is.........

If love is everything , then I have nothing.
If love is life then I am dead.
If love is a clock, then I am out of time.
If love is the drink of life then I am dying of thirst.
If love is strength , then I am weak.
And if love is happiness , I feel and live nothing but sadness.
If you are love then it's no wonder why I don't have you.

Your Love, Not Needed....

A touch from you is like a demon kiss.
I know it's wrong but I go after it anyway.
I feel like I've died and my soul has gone nowhere.
It's like you have got me prisoner on your raft.
Tell me you don't love me and I'll forever be free.
The love that you don't grant me is the love that I don't need.
So don't feel obligated to surrender your unloving heart to me.

Dear Love of Mine,

I dreamt with you one night. A stranger in the dark stealing my lonely heart .
In my dream we loved , we laughed and just enjoyed each others love.
When you embraced me it felt like no other dream ever.
I can feel your baby soft skin so milky white, and the smell of your hair the touch of your finger tips drives me wild.
I felt as if in some place or time we were once together and we will be again .....
But now I am awake and all alone no one to love and empty inside.
For now until the night comes that we actually meet and share our love, I'll keep you in my heart and in my dreams, you will never be replaced. I love you.......

My Dying Heart..

My heart is like a dying rose. Every day a petal falls off and leaves my heart wilting.
Every meaningful petal will fall off until there is nothing but a prickling stem.
The stem that presents the soul that is hurt and mournful.
It mourns the love that will never again re-enter or touch my soul......

You're not with me.....

Why is it that when your not with me,
the world loses it's color
meaning loses definition,
beautiful music loses melody,
love loses it's feeling,
heaven loses light,
nature loses it's purity,
noise loses it's sound ,
joy loses it's laughter,
forever loses time,
my heart loses love,
and I lose you....

She can't Love You........

I lost you to someone else. Maybe she can try and love you the way I did , but she'll never compare.
She doesn't know what you want most in life, or how you feel about everything that happens to you.
She can attempt to keep you happy, but only I know how to keep you content.
I can connect with you on a higher level that she's never dreamed of reaching. She's in her own world , nowhere near yours or mine.
So come back to me sweetie, I can love you right, I know what you like...........

Something Inside........

Something inside of me is slowly dying , holding on to a love that does not exist anymore. Like a vivid dream I know that loving you is the only way I was kept grounded to reality.
But you soon decided you were through with me, with our love. Nothing could convince you that I was not done, our love had not yet started to grow. You never gave it a chance to prove to you that what we had was special and meant to be. Our love was something to be worn like medal for all the world to see and admire. But now something inside of me is slowly dying...
To G.W.L.

Loving You.....

You stand near me and, I reach out to hold you, just one simple caress. However you move too quickly and I fail. You pass and all I receive is what's left of your essence and sadness fills my world. You walk away and I whisper "I love you", no one hears me but the angels of lonely hearts. Once again I am left alone, heartbroken, and missing you. Nothing but a faded picture of the memories we once created of the love we so happily shared. My love and longing for you will forever burn on like the stubborn flames of a wild fire. Loving you is so easy, loving you is will always keep me alive and hopeful...
To G.W.L

The Pain Will Pass......... 10/02/01

I think about you all day and dream about you all night. You have me under a spell that makes me want to run from you. Hide and stay there till you disappear so I can escape from the lies and abuse. I can't take the chance of letting the love fade and the pain start. It has happened numerous times and my heart is so weak. It would be as horrible as an eternity of punishment. To ponder on what I did that was so wrong, never stopping to realize that I did everything right, that I was the one with all the love to give, and it was I that would never hurt another soul. It was they who conquered in destroying this once precious and trusting heart. A tender heart which pumped love through each vain like the natural springs of life. However my beautiful heart will live again and it will love with a freshness that could only be reproduced on the vines of heaven. For I will feel the warm caress of tenderness, never again to feel fear or the need to flee from the love of another......

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